And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes…

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We’ll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower’s daughter
The pupil in denial

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes…

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind…
My mind…my mind…
‘Til I find somebody new

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Another breathtaking song, this time it’s from Damien Rice. I heard this song for the first time in 2008, where everything could just happen, that time. I got this song from Citta. The first time I heard this song, I didn’t really liked it, it was somehow plain. But as time goes by, I randomly played this song, over and over again, and as I close my eyes, I suddenly felt a shallow breeze of air passes through my skin, a cold one. As there is no color, the skies were pale grey, the skies were filled with a thick heavy clouds, scattering as if it were another layer of the earth. I trembled in silence, as I stood over a coral reef. The coldness in my feet bitters at the back of my neck, a single breath couldn’t taste the salt thats been crawling to my dress. I am made of a snow, cotton, and milk, but mostly cotton, my hands shiver as long as the wind blew up to the north, and never to the south. As I stood here, waiting for the wind to change its direction.

HOLY SHIT, WAS THAT A RANT OR DID I JUST WROTE ANOTHER CRAPPY LITERATURE? ROFLOLZ.

Oh yes indeed, this song has gotten me into so many inspirations and ideas. Honestly, everytime I play this song, I somehow feel like I suddenly am an xxXXeMo_K1DXXxx. But seriously, this really helps me in my education and stuff, where my assignments are like, “go and make a pice of art” and you just know that it wouldn’t just come out like that by itself, right? okay huggez meh if im righteh >:3 So I need that personal “emo” time for myself, where I usually put myself in a certain condition where I am suffering really bad from a heart breaking scene, or my boyfriend cheated on me or he left me or what ever that is, I just love being emo \m/

ANYWAY, The Blower’s Daughter is a great song, and will always be Especially when you’re really in love with someone, but that person didn’t even noticed you  :/

Press START when Shii’s ready to sing :’D

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MISS THIS SONG SO BAAAADDD???? This song is taken from Lunar Silver Star, lyk yeaaahh >8D I’ve been listening to this song since 2004-ish from a random site (well, I got it from my blog-mate and she said it was kewl so I was lyk WHOA O_O) Just can’t explain how sad this animation is, seriously, I love it *shrugs* :/ well, here goes the lyric:

Wishing on a dream that seems far off
Hoping it will come today
Into the starlit night
Foolish dreamers turn their gaze
Waiting on a shooting star
But

What if that star is not to come
Will their dreams fade to nothing?
When the horizon darkens most
We all need to believe there is hope

Is an angel watching closely over me?
Can there be a guiding light i’ve yet to see?
I know my heart should guide me but
Theres a hole within my soul
What will fill this emptiness inside of me

Am I to be satisfied without knowing
I wish then for a chance to see
Now all I need,
Is my star to come…

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yeaa so yeaaa XD I can say that because of this song, I can just unlock some of my forgotten memories. err. yea o_O okay here I uploaded the MP3 for the real OST of Lunar Silver Star – Wind’s Nocturne.

DOWNLOAD HERE

SINCE this song is like, so effin popular and all, well, I guess everyone knows Coda with his/her well known song remix kinda thing, and here goes SHIILOL SONG D: this song frikkin kewl and I just set it up for my ringtone :’D  NO WORRIES!!!!!! I uploaded it toooooo :B (by the way, check on you tube for “shiilol coda” and you just can’t miss that video, it’s effin EPIC LOLZ)

DOWNLOAD HEREEEEEEEZZZZKLOLTHXYEA!!!!

so yeah happy listening :’D

oh shit oh shit, tadi selama di mobil, gw setel cd, ternyata lagu2 jadul. apa yah, gak jadul sih, tapi kayak lagu2 jaman SMA. Yah pasti yang baca ini akan teringat masa2 SMA dan inget pacar2 kalian atau mantan kalian atau  gebetan2 kalian atau selingkuhan kalian atau TTM kalian atau teman kalian sendiri pas SMA. ENNNAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH… tentunya setiap orang punya masa lalu dong DAN yang tau masa lalu gw yang sebener2nya itu cuma gw >:D MUAHUAHAUAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oke ini lagu yang suka gw setel pas SMA:

• Samsons – Kenangan Terindah : aku yang lemah tanpamuuuuu aku yang rentan kareeenaaaaa, cinta yang tlah hilang darimuuuuuuu :’( huauwuauwuauwua, sedih deh ya bok Tapi ga tau dulu kenapa bisa suka ini lagu o_o YEIYE HUUUUUUUUUUU…. HUUUUUUUUUUU……… BEGITUUUU BETAPAAAAAA CINTA SEJATIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII BILAAAAAAAAAAAAA YANG TERTULIS UNTUKKU ADALAH YANG TERBAIK UNTUKMU KAN KUJADIKAN KAU KENANGAN YANG TERINDAH DALAM HIDUPKU T_T (HAHAHAHAH GW NGAKAK) tapi ya emang sih ya, misalnya lo punya pacar saat itu trus dengerin lagu ini, rasanya (mungkin) pacar lo adalah milik lo abadi tapi ternyata harus berpisah. NO KRAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIII YAH. INILAH HIDUP XD
• Kerispatih – Kejujuran hati : OWOOOOOOOOWOWUOWUWOW HWUOOOWUOOOO….. Ku akui, aku emang cemburuuuuuuuuuuuu…… setiap kali, kudengar namanya kau sebuuutttt (yeah), tapi ku tak pernah bisa, melakukan apa yang seharusnya ku lakukan, karena memang kau bukan milikkuuu… Dulu gw juga suka banget ama lagu ini, bawaanya mellow dan emo, dan sedih. Apalagi yah yang namanya temen2 sekelas kalo istirahat pasti nyetel nih lagu, gw jadi ikut kebawa arus (yey) ini lagu cocok buat cintanya yang gak kesampean atau ngga menjelang mau putus :p
• Marcell – Firasat : Ini bukan lagu jaman SMA sih :/ ini lagu jaman SMP kelas 3, tapi gw dengerin ini lagu pas gw baru sampe Bangladesh, baru sampe banget banget. Ngga cuma 3 SMP tapi nyambung sampe 3 SMA, soalnya lagunya enak sih  oh really please tell me why everything does have to happen when im at the 3rd year of junior high gila gw bener2 labil banget masa2 itu, tapi ya, namanya juga ABG YA NGGA SIHHHHHH
• Club Eighties – Dari Hati :
  andai engkau tahu
  bila menjadi akusejuta rasa di hati

  lama tlah ku pendam (GOMBAL NIH YEY)
  tapi akan kucoba mengatakan

  KUUUU INGIN KAU MENJADI MILIKKUUUUUU… ENTAH BAGAIMANAAA CARANYAAAA… LIHATLAH MATAKU (CIHUY) UNTUK MEMINTAMUUUU (cetek banget usaha lo men) KUUU INGIN JALANI BERSAA(MAMA)MUUUU,, COBA DENGAN SEPENUUUHHH HATIIIII, KU INGIN JUJUR…APAAA ADANYAAA dari…..hatiiiiiii

  Yeah ini lagu yang menurut gw fucking lebay abis dan gombal tapi gw suka banget hahaha… Jis, ini lagu kalo ga salah ketika kita menyukai seseorang atau menaksir seseorang, dan berujung dengan entah berhasil atau GAGAL  Bagi yang gagal, silahkan dengerin lagu ini sampe lo bengek. Bagi yang udah diterima tapi ternyata si doi punya selingkuhan, silahkan lanjut ke lagu berikutnya

• Kerispatih – Cinta Putih :
  Apa jadinya hati yang terbagi
  Diseparuh perjalananku
  Rusaklah sudah cinta putih ini
  Keinginan tiada sejalan dengan kenyataan (kasian bener )
  KHIAAANAAAAAAAAAAATIIIIIIIIIIIIII (ok sekarang gw serius, di khianatin itu bener2 gak enakin, rasanya pengen ke laut trus mending gw kawin ama ikan :p )
  SEBISA DIRIMUUU MENGKIANAAATIIIII (mulai membaringkan badan di tempat tidur)
  Karena kupastikan kelak kau minta aku
  UNTUK KEMBALI PADAMU LAGIIIIIII (meluk guling erat2 sambil nangis, ngerengek. ngehe )

• Ada Band – Haruskah Ku Mati : Please do not unlock my memories i want to keep it locked

P.S : Ternyata suatu lagu akan bisa dianggap sebagai suatu lagu kenangan ketika kita mendengarkan lagu yang sering kita dengar ketika kita sedang mengalami suatu pengalaman psikologis atau emosional terhadap suatu hal, keadaan, atau seseorang dalam beberapa tahun kemudian. Yeah.

MUAHAUAHUAHAUHAAA!! >8D

Berat bebanku
Meninggalkanmu
Separuh nafas jiwaku…. sirna

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin cinta sejati tak berpihak.. pada kita

Kasihku…
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan…
Dengarkan lagu… lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita
Berakhir di januari

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Latar Belakang :

Enggak, gw ngga lagi emo! Cuma pengen ngasihtau apa latar belakang (atau bisa dibilang pengalaman pribadi) lagu yang ngebooming di awal tahun 2004 ini.

Jadi ya si lagu ini itu gw gemarin karena waktu tahun 2004 dan kebetulan bulan januari, gw harus meninggalkan negara indonesiaku tercinta ini dan ninggalin semua temen2 deket gw, apalagi keluarga gw yang ada di Surabaya

ENGGAK
BUKAN ITU

Gw waktu itu masih 3 SMP, dan kebetulan gw sedang berpacaran dengan seorang bocah tengil ingusan bau kencur Orangnya pendek, rambutnya cepak, trus coklat2 gimana gitu, kayak ALAY alias ANAK LAYANGAN, KURUSNYA MINTA AMPUN, item dan suka nyengir kayak bandot  Tapi jujur yak, matanya itu yg bikin gw naksir =_= Sampe sekarangpun, matanya itu bikin gw klepek klepek. YEP! Gw balikan sama doi sekarang. Namanya Salman Fuadi Bedanya, ramutnya skrg lebih item, dan lebih guantengs

Wawawaw. Dikit lagi kita 10 bulanan!

Aduh kok gw eneg yak pas baca bagian “…lebih guantengs” lanjut dah gan…

Ya pokoknya wktu itu gw sama dia jadian Oktober 2003 putus Januari 2004, trus jadinya lagu ini jadi lagu kenangan gw selama gw di Bangladesh ….dan sampai sekarang. Anjrit gw jadi inget dulu pas gw masih di jakarta, bulan januari juga, thn 2004, waktu itu lagi ujan deres, langit begitu gelap dan kamar gw pun gelap karena ngga gw nyalain lampunya, trus ada lagu glenn fredly di Mtv, gw langsung laporan ke dia, trus dia juga nyetel mtv, trus gw inget banget nih, gw baru pertama kali seumur idup nangisin cowo sekenceng itu sambil ngemeng “kenapa nita harus ninggalin dia ya Allah… kenapa” *sambil meluk si bantal erat2* WAKAKAKAAKA GOKEELLLLLL… XD Bantal yang gw peluk udah basah kuyup, apalagi pas bagian Reff, gw tambah “meraung2“, mana nyokap gw tau gw sedih, dia langsung kencengin tipinya. Iye dah.

TAPI KENAPA SEKARANG KALO DENGERIN NIH LAGU JADI PENGEN KETAWA YAK? XD

As I walk on down
I feel like a clown
In a circus of my own
Oh my cover is blown
Feel like I got a heart made of tin
I thought of you this morning

Well I sleep into a state
As I awake
Well I start to find
That I can’t get your smoke out of my eyes
I guess I lose
I guess you win
I thought of you this morning

Well I think about all the other ways I could’ve played
All the other simple moves I could’ve made
All the other cards that I could’ve dealt
All the books I didn’t read upon my shelf
All the other ways I could’ve sung my songs
I’ve realized that none of it wen’t wrong
It was all play
How could it be any other way?

Now that the chains are off
I’m free to roam
Everywhere I go
I feel like I’m home
Nothing hides
Everything is shown
She is always with me
I’m never alone
I guess you lose
I guess I win
I thought of you this morning

How could it be any other way?
How could it be any other way?
How could it be any other way?
It was all play
How could it be any other way?

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Lagu yang dinyanyikan oleh Trevor Hall ini adalah bagian dari soundtrack Shrek 3 (iya iya gw lagi suka sama ost Shrek 3 kekeekekk). Tadinya gw kira yang nyanyi orang negro loh, soalnya suaranya serek2 berat gitu, anjis keren bngt lah pokoknya! 4.5/5

SESI CURHAT; BAGI YANG GA MAU BACA BAGIAN INI HARAP LANGSUNG DI SKIP BAGIAN INI, THX.

singkat aja yah. lagu ini bener2 ngena banget di gw ketika gw denger pertama kali. Gw cuma bisa senyum kalau inget hal hal yang udah terjadi.

Okay, summary:

I feel like a clown
In a circus of my own

kadang2 gw menunggu sesuatu yang ternyata tidak ada gunanya untuk diharapkan. I really do feel like a clown, tapi gw tetep seneng walau yang gw lakukan mungkin ga akan ngefek apapun buat yang disono

Well I sleep into a state
As I awake
Well I start to find
That I can’t get your smoke out of my eyes

Apapun yang gw lakuin, tuh orang selalu muncul di pikiran gw. Plis ya gw pengen jadi orang normal. AAARGH

She is always with me
I’m never alone

Okay, ganti “she” nya sama “he“. Ini kalimat yang cukup paradoks

I guess I lose
I guess you win

Selamat ya, anda selalu menang dalam situasi apapun, (no no no, ga ada hubungannya sama keras kepala atau apapun), tidak berarti cinta ini bertepuk sebelah tangan lho. Gw cuma ngasi 80% waktu gw untuk dia, ya gw terlalu terlalu, tapi gw sadar akan hal itu dan gw harus menguranginya dan memprioritaskan hal lain yang bisa dikategorikan sebagai kepentingan primer

I thought of you this morning

Every day

Download Trevoll hall – Other Ways DISINI!

Every time I look at you
You always look so beautiful
Driving on the road again
The chevys packed up
and its dusk

And I would take some photographs
So I can dream of you

Can’t say I’ve felt such a twisting in my heart this
way
We pitch a tent and i wont sleep i just stay awake .
Fires burning , softly singing songs .
So close to you .

Do you believe
In love at first sight
I think you do
We’re lying naked under the covers
Those are the best days of my life.

Can’t take away those times
We stayed up and we talked all night
Chain smoking cigarettes and
Three bottles of red wine
Falling asleep together
Holding your body close to mine .

Oh and in the morning
Your eyes opened so innocent
The sun is blazing , we are sweaty
You look lovely
Nothing else matters anymore ’cause you’re
In my arms again

Do you believe
In love at first sight
I think you do .
We’re lying naked under the covers
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my life

Oh I’ll never want to be without you
So just stay with me
I will love you endlessly .

Oh darling, darling
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my .. life

Do you believe
In love at first sight
I think you do
We’re lying naked under the covers
Those are the best days of my life
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my
Those are the best days of my life

Lagi lagi gw posting lagu favorit. Ehehaheahe.
Oke ini lagu pertama kalinya denger liriknya, gw inget sama pacar heaheh. Ini soundtracknya Shrek 3

BUAT YANG GAK MAU BACA CELOTEHAN GUA TENTANG SALMAN, KAGAK USAH BACA YG BAWAH.

Kenapa gw bilang lagu ini membuat gw inget si pacar? karena dia orangnya agak ngga pede dengan rambut barunya yang mirip Nobita itu heaheah. Sebenernya sih itu rambut ga ngefek apa2 Sebenernya rambutnya jadi terlihat kontras debandingkan dengan sebelumnya yang gondrong sepundak itu Tapi sekarang, rambutnya pendek, banget Gw jadi inget pas dia SMP, rambutnya masih cepak kayak bocah SD hahahah. No, really Gw semakin suka dengan rambut barunya, jadi inget pas SMP dulu  I really miss those days

Sejujur jujurnya, kalimat ini:

Oh and in the morning
Your eyes opened so innocent
The sun is blazing , we are sweaty
You look lovely

…membuat gw inget ketika dia muka teler, capek, ngantuk, bosen, kesel, kepanasan, dia tetep terlihat lucu kayak kuskus (HUUEEOOAAAKKKK) Tau dah, gw ga tau mau nyebut dia apaan. Abis tu orang matanya…aneh Beneran, tapi gw kagak ngejelekin atau apapun, tapi muji men! (lu kagak usah ge er man, gua tabok kalo ge er) lebih tepatnya sih mirip monyet -_- Uh. Gw  eneg bener dah skrg. DAH AH.

I love you Boss!

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When You Love Someone

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I love you but it’s not so easy to make you here with me

I wanna touch and hold you forever but you’re still in my dream

And I can’t stand to wait your love is coming to my life

But I still have a time to break a silence

When you love someone just be brave to say

That you want him to be with you

When you hold your love don’t ever let him go

Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I used to hide and watch you from a distance

And I knew you realized

I was looking for a time to get closer

At least to say “Hello”

And I can’t stand to wait ‘till night is coming to my life

When you love someone just be brave to say

That you want him to be with you

When you hold your love don’t ever let him go

Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

I never thought that Im so strong

I stuck on you and wait so long

But when love comes it can’t be wrong

Don’t ever give up, just try and try to get what you want

Cause love will find the way

When you love someone just be brave to say

That you want him to be with you

When you hold your love don’t ever let him go

Or you will loose your chance to make your dream come true

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Lagu ini dinyanyikan oleh Endah n Rhesa, lagu yang bikin gw sedih dan tersentuh AH LEBAY LO NIT.

….IS WHEN I LISTEN TO LINKIN PARK.

GOSH I feel like head banging right now, really. The beat, the whole music thing, it’s awesome.

I was a quick wet boy, diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair, I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map and called for you everywhere

Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping or lost you, american mouth
Big pill looming

Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold
And clean blood of Christ mountain stream

Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, american mouth
Big pill stuck going down 

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