YES, i’m about to end my Bachelors degree and I’m kind of nervous :[ Due to the fact that I WONT BE GRADUATING IN JULY, I’LL GRADUATE IN OCTOBER (HOPEFULLY THOUGH) 
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Honestly I’m very disappointed nowadays, I’ve been facing a few academic problems, such as, I didn’t pass 1 class, which really pisses me out because my Lecturer didn’t give me a “REASONABLE” score, I mean, fine, I got a C/D and a D on my middle and final exam, but hey, that’s not how every teacher give out scores, right? I mean, you also have to calculate my attendance and I’m 100% sure I didn’t miss more than 1-2 classes WHICH THAT MEANS I still have a chance to have a better grade. Right?
Guess what? My lecturer said he only calculated the mid and final exams, how surprisingly mocking this is.
I’m not ashamed of my low score, I’m just ashamed of them, how they gave out a score without even calculating my attendance. Oh and for your information, I never came late, I spend most of my times sitting in the front. I bet my lecturer knows me because we almost have the same name (wtf). Too bad, a friend of mine who always came late and didn’t take the mid exam, PASSED.
I just can’t explain how disappointed I am right now, but honestly, I’m EXTREMLY disappointed, and this really brings me down. I somehow felt I mentally needed help, I just hate this… I really do.
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I forgot what to write, dang. Okay so I’ll show you what I bought yesterday.
it’s a Derwent sketch book, I’m calling this a Log book for my final assignment 
*reminds me of Avatar, where Jake Sully records his log and rants* my Lecturer said that everyone should have one of these (read: their very own sketchbooks), so I chose this baby It’s a small book, A5 in size, and I prefer with no rings on it, because I had one with rings. errr…. My friend Citta bought one like this, but it was Winsor and Newton. She bought it for like, almost 2 and a half years ago, it was around Rp.60.000 and yesterday I saw the new price, it was like Rp.70.000. I thought Derwent was much cheaper than Winsor & Newton :/ I was just wrong.