Tuh orang baik banget yah. Gila.

…kalau saya pernah berkata pada anda bahwa saya merasa resah dengan semua yang saya alami belakangan ini, saya SALAH. Mungkin saya telah mendengar kata ini-anu-itu, tapi ternyata bener kata temen gw, I shouldn’t have ever EVER mikir yang buruk2.

Tapi dengan adanya semua yg gw lewatin ini, gw jadi tambah percaya dengan dia. Sekarang, semua udah jadi lebih terbuka. I feel much more safer when he’s around and not around.

once, my friend asked me, “Kenapa lo suka sama dia?”

kemudian, gw pikir…pikir…dan pikir lagi..

Gw skrg sadar, kalau gw, dengan konsekuensi apapun, ngga boleh dan tidak semestinya berfikir yang buruk2. Mungkin ada baiknya kita mendengar kata dari orang lain, tapi kita harus lebih percaya pada orang itu langsung. He’s not a bad person afterall. He’s really someone

you seem to have this strange-connection-thingy. Ga tau kenapa. Kalo gw lg mikirin dia,tiba2 dia nelpon. panjang umur bngt. Itu sering.

tapi ya. gitu.

What’s a flea? what does it do?

it crawls, sometimes the live on your head, making babies. Making ur head itch like hell.

then you found this anti-flea shampoo. and through process, it works.

just like in my love life.

That’s happening to me now. Heals the itches, but then again, those flea are somehow a part of myself. Should I keep it and scratch my head everyday? Or should I use the anti-flea-shampoo?

AW shit. gw kalo lagi sebel, trus liat foto dia yg gw jadiin plurk profile gw jadi ga sebel lagi. dia ngegemesin banget disitooohhhh D:<

I have a plenty of stuff i want to share, but i guess no  one is reading this, so… I’ll start from….

Latest dream I had : Mimpi skateboard-an dari simpang sama salman ke borma, lo tau kan simpang ke borma tuh jauh dan NANJAK. haha. tapi anehnya kita naek 1 skateboard. gw sambil ngerangkul pundaknya dia, kaki kiri gw yg ditanah genjot, kanan diatas papan skate. dan si salman? dia melayang. hahahaha.

Recent-stuff-happenings: banyak hal yang terlintas dikepala gw. banyak hal yang terjadi. banyak hal BARU yang gw alami. masalah pertemanan, perkuliahan, keluarga, pacar, dsb. Gw ngga tau kenapa, gw belakangan ini merasa amat sangat dekat dengan salah satu teman dekat saya yang bernama citta. haha dunno why. bukan berarti kita ada sesuatu yang buat deket atau semacamnya. tapi, when i have no one to talk to, she’s the first to pop in my head. yep. oh dan gw juga sekarang senang dengan hubungan gw dengan si pacar. sangat sangat sangat senang. semoga ini bukan puncaknya. semoga setiap hari seperti ini

Keuangan : BOKEK. haha.

sekian.

kepada teman saya

…when you try to be with someone else who you are not supposed to be with, then that means your one million step away from me.

…when I give all my trust, and I really did believe you, but you abandoned it, then that means you’re one million step away from me.

…when you try to making up stories, and I believed you. Until someday I realize that it’s fake, then that means you’re just a thousand step away from me.

Gw ga tau kenapa gw lagi suka make kata “you’re a blabla step away from me”, karena cuma itu yang bisa gw lakuin, gw ga bisa menyudahi sesuatu lagi. Gw cuma bisa menjauh… dan apabila suatu hari gw menjauh, berarti ada sesuatu yang perlu anda ketahui, dan hanya anda yang tau akan hal itu.

I believe you :) 

ANITA KALO NULIS BLOG LEBAY IH, HAHAH XD

….IS WHEN I LISTEN TO LINKIN PARK.

GOSH I feel like head banging right now, really. The beat, the whole music thing, it’s awesome.

Just don’t ask me why I suddenly post this. I kinda feel like wanna share this to the whole wide world, especially men. This is how and what I see in men, before going further, especially, having a relationship with.

1. He must be kind (DUH why would we go with someone who’s not!)

2. He has gotta have some way to attract me with! (whatever that is, more to spiritual)

3. I don’t like bullshits. Just say what you want to say.

4. Quit saying stuff that you don’t even mean to say, i mean, although I’m a mixed up type, don’t get me mixed up too

5. You say love, I say Hate really, I hate this.

6. Green signal = time to go further. But what’s my green signal like? Who knows, I ‘m an absurd type, I can change anytime and anyhow, that’s why my friends say that I never make up my mind.

7. DON’T SHOW OFF. please don’t. I might leave.

8. Do what you use to do, don’t change because I’m near you

What I’m trying to say is, be yourself

that’s all I guess, I feel somewhat evil