I’ve never been so happy lately :’D I think I have too many things in my head, roaming around and slowly eat away half of my mind (which almost makes me a lunatic a.k.a person who is considered mentally ill) Well, I’m just sayin :/
Okay here goes a few pics of me and my friends, the one wearing a veil is Maya and the one on the right is Citta (I resized some pics, well, you know this blog is just so frikkin bandwidthkiller ryt? :/
The epicest epic picture of them all. . .
TA DAA :/
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It was another cloudy evening, well, it happens everyday here. Since the weather has brought me to loneliness and boredom, and I am currently at J.Co Ciwalk Okay, here’s a few pics of what I did recently, actually I made a birthday gift to someone. My room was quiet messy while in the process of making Ah well, just wanted to show you what my room looked like from one side, I guess I’ll take a pic of my room from 4 sides later on.
Okay, so this gift was dedicated to my boyfriend’s sister for her 24th birthday :’D Actually I made a drawing of a blue bird instead of her portrait, I somehow thought of putting my feelings and how I think of her. She’s a s free as a bird, well, the colors I combine here are blue and green, which blue represents the color of the blue skies where I think of freedom, and green is for the nature. In conclusion, I see her as a free, joyful and a nurturing kind of person :’D
If anyone would guess why I deleted my twitter account, they must have been thinking that I deleted it for some stupid impermanent self ego. Well, it’s just a pity if anyone would think of such things Honestly, I deleted my Twitter account because I never felt so familiar to it. It’s just…. annoying. Well basically I’d rather call this a personal choice, I’m not that kind of a person who likes to read massive updates from people, or whatever that is. Secondly, it’s too “public” (although you can set it to private) just like what my friend Citta said. It’s like when you read your friend’s wall to wall thing, and you just don’t have anything to do with that information, why on earth would you want to know? LOL. And most of all, ReTweeting, is a big no no. Complete spam It’s an honest decision for me that I have the right to delete my twitter account. Well, in the other hand, I’m a very spamming person, so, I would prefer to keep it for myself (it really hurts my feelings so bad when someone just comment on my tweets, saying that it’s a total spam). So, I’d rather not tweet then. But most of my friends are now moving to Twitter, as I sit down and watch them go :/ Well, their coice anyways. Im sad though.
Plurk? Oh come on! You still think both have a similarity somehow? Well guess what? They don’t. I personally see it differently though.
Pardon me if I’ve made it rough for you guys to read, but you know what, this is what I feel deep inside me. Do not hate me for writing this, as this is just a blog where I share all my daily rants Well, I hope with this, you guys wouldn’t be talking about why I left Twitter, okay? Twitter is fun when you’re just with your closest friends, but it sucks when you know strangers names pop up in ReTweets, and become more annoyingly mocking
For he was pretty curious about a place called Warung Pasta, located right in front of my University I feel somewhat “cute” while seeing him walk in to the place so innocently, like he never been in to any restaurants before (blah). His eyes never stopped scanning the room He’s an honest person, really Maybe that explains why I like him .________. SO. Here are some candid bandwithkillerpics lol. Enjoy.
We ordered large sized pastas, I’m not sure what he ate but I think it’s Snowy Flakes for Rp.22.000.00,- (CMIIW), and I ate Omega 3 for Rp.22.000.00,- (it’s a salmon covered pastel pasta or something like that, with creamy tomato and cheese sauce, mixed with herbs. YUMMY). Oh and the best thing I know about this place is, they have refill drinks. If you get my point, with this opportunity, we don’t have to buy ourselves a drink, and it’s way much cheaper if we order 1 glass of refillable drink (we had Ice mint tea) for Rp.15.000.00,-
Salman just couldn’t believe his eyes when he saw the pasta coming, I mean, seriously, it was, too much. I huess it’s a 2 portion pasta mixed in to 1 :/ What can I say? I made him order the large one LOL. Here’s another candid pics while he’s trying to force himself finish his pasta.
He’s a kind of a person who never puts away his eyes from a random guy passing or people around him doing random stuffs, I really tolerate his acts because I think that’s what people do, we all have different ways and manners and some “our own silly acts” thing, so yeah, I don’t mind at all
He didn’t make it. Awww Poor thing. But he still has got tight stomach -_-
LOL
An epic video, right after we ate. Check it out :]
YES, i’m about to end my Bachelors degree and I’m kind of nervous :[ Due to the fact that I WONT BE GRADUATING IN JULY, I’LL GRADUATE IN OCTOBER (HOPEFULLY THOUGH)
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Honestly I’m very disappointed nowadays, I’ve been facing a few academic problems, such as, I didn’t pass 1 class, which really pisses me out because my Lecturer didn’t give me a “REASONABLE” score, I mean, fine, I got a C/D and a D on my middle and final exam, but hey, that’s not how every teacher give out scores, right? I mean, you also have to calculate my attendance and I’m 100% sure I didn’t miss more than 1-2 classes WHICH THAT MEANS I still have a chance to have a better grade. Right?
Guess what? My lecturer said he only calculated the mid and final exams, how surprisingly mocking this is.
I’m not ashamed of my low score, I’m just ashamed of them, how they gave out a score without even calculating my attendance. Oh and for your information, I never came late, I spend most of my times sitting in the front. I bet my lecturer knows me because we almost have the same name (wtf). Too bad, a friend of mine who always came late and didn’t take the mid exam, PASSED.
I just can’t explain how disappointed I am right now, but honestly, I’m EXTREMLY disappointed, and this really brings me down. I somehow felt I mentally needed help, I just hate this… I really do.
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I forgot what to write, dang. Okay so I’ll show you what I bought yesterday.
it’s a Derwent sketch book, I’m calling this a Log book for my final assignment *reminds me of Avatar, where Jake Sully records his log and rants* my Lecturer said that everyone should have one of these (read: their very own sketchbooks), so I chose this baby It’s a small book, A5 in size, and I prefer with no rings on it, because I had one with rings. errr…. My friend Citta bought one like this, but it was Winsor and Newton. She bought it for like, almost 2 and a half years ago, it was around Rp.60.000 and yesterday I saw the new price, it was like Rp.70.000. I thought Derwent was much cheaper than Winsor & Newton :/ I was just wrong.
And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes…
And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We’ll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower’s daughter
The pupil in denial
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes…
Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind…
My mind…my mind…
‘Til I find somebody new
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Another breathtaking song, this time it’s from Damien Rice. I heard this song for the first time in 2008, where everything could just happen, that time. I got this song fromCitta.The first time I heard this song, I didn’t really liked it, it was somehow plain. But as time goes by, I randomly played this song, over and over again, and as I close my eyes, I suddenly felt a shallow breeze of air passes through my skin, a cold one. As there is no color, the skies were pale grey, the skies were filled with a thick heavy clouds, scattering as if it were another layer of the earth. I trembled in silence, as I stood over a coral reef. The coldness in my feet bitters at the back of my neck, a single breath couldn’t taste the salt thats been crawling to my dress. I am made of a snow, cotton, and milk, but mostly cotton, my hands shiver as long as the wind blew up to the north, and never to the south. As I stood here, waiting for the wind to change its direction.
HOLY SHIT, WAS THAT A RANT OR DID I JUST WROTE ANOTHER CRAPPY LITERATURE? ROFLOLZ.
Oh yes indeed, this song has gotten me into so many inspirations and ideas. Honestly, everytime I play this song, I somehow feel like I suddenly am an xxXXeMo_K1DXXxx. But seriously, this really helps me in my education and stuff, where my assignments are like, “go and make a pice of art” and you just know that it wouldn’t just come out like that by itself, right? okay huggez meh if im righteh >:3 So I need that personal “emo” time for myself, where I usually put myself in a certain condition where I am suffering really bad from a heart breaking scene, or my boyfriend cheated on me or he left me or what ever that is, I just love being emo \m/
ANYWAY, The Blower’s Daughter is a great song, and will always be Especially when you’re really in love with someone, but that person didn’t even noticed you :/
When was the last time I changed my blog layout? I forgot :/ but yeah I’m going to make a new layout for sure, and ofcourse, coding is the best part of it all Anyway, since I’m changing my layout, I think I’ll be making a layout for my website too, and the design won’t be as complex as the one before
ANYWAYS.
I GOT THIS NEW HAIRCUT!Oh noes, not the short one right? HELL NO! I just trimmed my bangs and kinda looked like Hotaru Tomoe’s bangs (WHY HOTARU? BECAUSE I’M A HUGE FAN OF HER 8D)
Oh gawd, this pic is like, 2 weeks ago and my bangs are so not like this. A week ago I went to the Salon and I had my hair washed there (honestly i just can’t stand washing my hair with cold water at my dormplace, LUCKY FOR YOU GUYS WHOSE USING WATER HEATER D8<) So yeah, just go and look at my latest bangs.
That BOOM BOOM POW girl I marked? Nyeh. I didn’t like her at all. While I was getting my hair done, she was looking at me as if I were a ghost maybe? And she kinda played with her new bangs and she was kinda proud or something, i dunno. She gave me this “IM JUST SO MUCH BETTER THAN YOUUUU” look, and I was like “……..” I can’t define her age by looking at her, seriously. I thought she was a grown up or something, but I kinda think she’s a high schooler or maybe….i dunno :/ just…hard to guess :p
…actually were waiting for the rain to stop, I thought we’d stay there for a while but the rain didn’t stop, and it was getting heavier. Then I said “why not have a cup of tea while waiting?”, Citta agreed.
Oh yes it was pretty romanctic, the candles and all (EXCEPT FOR CITTA, IM NOT GAY, IM JUST NOT O_O) but I REALLY had so much fun, eventhough if it was just for a small chit chat. Anyway, OMG what is she holding? O_O
…………..she’s not smoking. Rite? o__O Anyway, REWIND PLZ!!
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Okay, here’s a few pics of what I did recently, actually I made a birthday gift to someone. My room was quiet messy while in the process of making 
Ah well, just wanted to show you what my room looked like from one side, I guess I’ll take a pic of my room from 4 sides later on.
I feel somewhat “cute” while seeing him walk in to the place so innocently, like he never been in to any restaurants before (blah). His eyes never stopped scanning the room 
He’s an honest person, really 
